~deadthin

so i run
start again
with a brand new name
with a brand new name

mr jones and me
we're gonna be
big stars

you could be
cautious
as the words roll over
your tongue
i'm stung
with sick discovery

I'll be updating at justus_runaways on LJ now. DA has become this stale taste in my mouth that I wince at, and the recents are unfufilling. Side7 went though it, VCL went through it, it was about time this place did as well.

You'll be fine without me. Hell, you'll be better off. Without the screaming git in the lampost with the megaphone cursing you for everything you're worth and everything you hold dear while you somehow manage to smile at her and let her go on with it.

It leaves me to wonder why anyone lets me anymore. Why the tolerance. Why the lack of defencive snarl. Why even the assholes don't try with me. The ones that try with the more hardcore. But not me. Not after I start my siren.

But who knows. I suggest you check out justus_runaways. It's most of what everyone bitches that art communities don't have. With a lack of assholes and drama.

In any event, IM me. Who knows, maybe I won't break your face right away. Because I love you... and you know you like it anyways.

{bleachfilledkisses3

Lee Lee and myself came up with an idea. Hyz helped us build it. The admins are growing.

It's a community on LJ for us to post our artwork. It is a closed community. Where WE make the rules. Where we LISTEN to what the artists have to say. Where your voice is not small, but important and you won't get blown off.

Where those of you that don't want your art on DA or VCL or Side7 or anywhere but the community can post it as friends only, and those that are logged in as members of the community can only see it.

Where there are no flames or fights. Or you leave.

I think I'm finding paradise. It makes me happy. We're located at:

[link]

THE TSHIRT SHIT IS AND WAS RESOLVED. LALA.

I feel bad for the fucking guy that owned the shop. I feel bad for the kids, though they should not have lied. If they had honestly asked if they could screen a shirt of mine, I would have said ok to it.

On another note, I'm making a LJart journal under push_tyber. Reason? More personal freedom..? I dunno.. some of the rules on DA are limiting to my content, and I do not want to step on toes. However it makes quiestions:

¿Will my art dissapear with me?
¿Will I "return"?
¿Is Push really leaving?
¿WHY CAN'T WE SEE YOUR ART ANYMORE?
¿Is This a publicity stunt?

My art may go with me to my journal. there's a thought process there. In all honesty, I may not even leave. I'll still be running around commeting, faving, and the like, but my art may pop up now and then. Fuck that. it will. I'm as addicted to attention, favorites, and comments as the next fucker.

Hell I may not even LEAVE. DA has just made me feel stagnant for a while, and after the whole shock-thing, leaving DA and just setting up that journal I've been thinking about is like a walk through the countryside. So I'm not REALLY leaving. I'll still be here in some sense if I leave at all.

YOU WILL STILL SEE MY ART. It will be in my journal. Also, this allows me to go past all the rules DA holds down for the sake of still being visually-friendly. I don't WANT to be visually friendly anymore. I may want to dip alittle deeper into my mind. And pull out something. Something I haven't wanted to look at for a while. It will be sooooooo angsty. You know you're all looking foward to it. Don't lie. And this way I can also post the more personal things that.. um.. yeah.

Wow. That's the first time in a while that I've actually stitched my mouth back up. Back to point.

Finally the one I know EVERYONE WILL JUMP ON. No. Not a publicity stunt. MY style of publicity stunt has already been done, and that was the me and Kim hate shit. You know. The one no one thought was very mature or smart of us. See THAT'S a stunt. This is not. This is just Tyber kicking in and needing the sancity of his cold, dim room over the bright lights of DA.

And hey. You can still comment. And I will upload any [IF any. how rare do I make this shit?] GIFTART to DA. Yeah.

And lastly it will lower this pressure I feel so deeply in my lungs. Heart. Chestcavity. That stops me from working. On anything.

But you will still be able to see my art. Because I love you guys. You made me known. And I won't snub you for that.

bleachfilledkisses